neuSin

Hi and welcome to the land of the surreal, where sanity is worth more than blood, the beginning of the end. A few personal interests have evolved into future photography projects, so I'm very, very excited *big grin*. I'm not entirely sure when (as soon as possible) or how (we'll figure it out as we go) but that's what i love about experimenting and discovering. So I'm going back into semi-hibernation mode until I can get a perm internet connection, preferrably with a new home! I'm aiming for an extra room to convert into a studio. Until then... meaow* ps. in case of a zombie attack, follow me.

i want a little rain to inspire some creativity. i want a complete stranger to smile at me. i want a brand new toy. i want it destroyed. i want to be held. i want to be held down and pushed up against a wall. i want to stop substituting love with vices. i want to run and let it all go. i want to realize that my scars won't heal. ever. feeling hurt is feeling alive.

i hate traffic. i hate bigoted assholes. i hate not having my own net access. i hate people full of shit. i hate commercialized pop. i hate living in a third world country. i hate how my moods affect my coding. but love how it affects my photography. i still love photography. i want to marry all you beautiful cameras. we'll have 4 traffic cones to perform the service, a band performing Leonard Cohen covers using Romanovian foot bugles; cover ourselves with marzipan and lumo green paint, get down and dirty on the jumping castle before falling into the black lake, bags covering our heads. going insane was a good way, initially, to maintai